Tuesday, March 24, 2009

The Roller Coaster Ride Continues

Up and then down. Up and then down. I can't seem to get off this ride. Every fiber of my being is screaming for me to get off. But I can't.

The roller coaster ride is my job right now. One day things are ok, the next I am crying in my car on the way home. I'm sorry. I wish I could get into details, but I can't. I am a mess. I keep wondering why crappy things happen to good people. I know that something good is going to come of all of this, but I have no idea what that could be. Nothing is making sense. I keep praying, hoping that God will pull me out of this. Until then, I guess I'll just be HIS mess.

3 comments:

Becky said...

This might seem a little hokey to ask, but have you considered a different job? I know the economy is horrible right now, but my husband is looking for a different job, so I'm already praying for good opportunities for people, I might as well pray for you, if you're interested in going that direction. Honestly, sometimes the best way to handle the ride is to get off it! Maybe that's a totally unfeasible option, but it's just a thought I had...Hoping things look up soon!

mrs.leah.maria said...

You can definitely be His mess, remember we are to cast all of our cares on to him.

I'm so sorry. I'm there with you.

Andrea said...

There is nothing our God can't do. He performs the greatest miracles when life feels absolutely hopeless.

He's working on you, girl. And when He's done..boy, oh, boy will you be blessed more abudantly than you can imagine!

As always, you are in my prayers sister :)