Thursday, March 5, 2009

The unknown

I have a fear of the unknown. Not all the time. I don't generally worry about the world coming to an end, or anything like that. No, I worry about stuff that is stressing me out now, and I fear that it might not turn out the way I want it to.

I have a lot of job stress right now. A LOT. There is a huge issue at work, and I am worried that I may lose my job. That scares me. I realize that in the grand scheme of things, losing my job is small, but it sure feels big to me. Now, no one has said to me that I may lose my job, but it is definitely something that I feel. There is so much tension at work that you can feel it when you walk into the building. And it's giving me an ulcer of epic porportions.

I know that I need to just worry about today, and take one day at a time. It's hard not to think about tomorrow, though. I have been doing a lot of praying, and would so appreciate it if you could say some prayers for me regarding all of this. I need all the help I can get!

1 comment:

AmberDenae said...

I am the exact same way. My family refers to me as the "worry wart". Thank God I have them to help alleviate my stress. I completely understand where you are coming from. The unknown is scary but that is why trust and faith is of utmost importance in our everyday lives.

And the thought of possibly losing your job is terribly frightening. I fear the same. I know I am good for now but the future looks a little grim for State Farm Florida. I'm just trying my best to take one day at a time and not over-analyze everything the way that I always do.

I will pray for you, for certain. I'm sure that this is a minor test of faith and I have no doubt that God has you right in the palm of His hand and that if one door closes, another will open up shortly after.

I just always have to remind myself that He is not on our timing, unfortunately. haha

Praying for you!!