Still feeling hopeful, even though I was a little bummed yesterday. I really thought this was going to be the month I was going to get pregnant. I was so sure! You couldn't tell me otherwise. So you can imagine my emotions yesterday when I discovered this wasn't going to be the month. You can't blame a girl for being blindly optimistic, can you? Part of me was kicking myself for letting my hopeful thoughts lead me astray, but I know that God wants me to get my hopes up. I know that He wants me to be hopeful in the plans He has laid out, but sometimes it is SO HARD to hang in there.