Friday, October 16, 2009

Yesterday

Yesterday was National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Rememberance Day, and I didn't even realize it until the day was practically over. Although I think it's great that we have a national day of rememberance for all of the women who have suffered miscarriages and infant loss, I think it's something that I carry with me every day. I miscarried in April 2008, and I still think about it all the time. Even though the sharp edges of pain and sadness have been smoothed by time, there will always be that dull ache in my heart when I think about it. Which leads me to my new Scripture Memory Verse for the last half of October...

The Lord is good to those who depend on him, to those who search for him. -Lamentations 3:25

I keep searching. I keep on praying. I keep hoping for a miracle...

4 comments:

Cheryl S said...

Hugs to you!!!

Sandy Hop said...

Praying for you. I agree- that pain never really goes away- they're always in your heart. One day we will see our babies face to face and rejoice with them in eternity!

AmberDenae said...

((HUGS)) I'm so sorry that you experienced a loss like that. I hate it for you. I trust that God has the perfect timing and plan for your next child. You WILL be a Mother and a wonderful one, at that. Praying for you!

Becky said...

Lovin' on you from afar today, my friend. HUGS!!!