We've been spending lots of days doing this...
But I've been struggling a little bit.
Don't worry! Nothing is wrong. I've been really struggling with my devotion time. Lately, I've been skipping it more and more. I felt a little voice in my heart say last night ," But where do I fit in?". Between keeping the house under control, taking care of the girls, trying to catch up on my DVR (yes, I am fully aware that this is NOT a neccessity! LOL) , running errands, I feel like my whole day is already mapped out.
And there lies the problem, I think. Lately, it's like I schedule out my day, maybe leaving some time for me and God to have a conversation. But that's the thing...I don't just want to pencil God into my daily routine. I want him to be IN on my life. I need him to direct my steps, because let me tell you, without Him, I am a hot mess.
So I am getting back to it. Back to making Jesus a part of my whole day, not just squeezing Him in when I get a chance, and back to more praising and less asking. Knowing myself like I do, I recognize that I am going to fall off this horse more than I stay on it. But like they say, it's the getting back on part that matters, right?
1 comment:
I find myself struggling with the same thing! By the time I set aside time to read His word at night, I'm too tired and don't end up opening my bible! Thanks for the push :)
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