Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Is this a test?

I feel like I am being tested. My will power, my inner strength, my confidence--I feel like it is constantly being put to the test and I don't know how much more I can take. I am an extremely sensitive person, and it's like I am always being thrown into situations to see how much crap I can take. Or maybe it's God who is trying to tell me something about my life, like perhaps I need to move on.

I know this post sounds cryptic, but I feel prompted to make a decision about something life changing. I can't really talk about it yet. I just needed to vent.

3 comments:

Mrs. James said...

I feel the same way. It's really wearing me out too. By the way, I had to delete my blog. It's a long story, but I'll be starting another one soon and I'll let you know. Until then you can email me at krystaj@cox.net if you ever want to. I'll still be following your blog and praying for you!

Kim said...

Sarah...Let me just say that I know how your feeling, and if you need ANYTHING, I'm here.

Becky said...

I know that feeling. My heart goes out to you, from one sensitive girl to another. It's okay to tell God, "Enough! Help me!!!" He will hear and make a way of escape. You are in my thoughts.