I've been feeling really guilty today.
Taylor's ear infections have been weighing on me. I feel like I should have been a better advocate for her, and should have pushed my pediatrician for an ENT referral a long time ago. Maybe we would have had her tubes in by now. Maybe she would be further along in her speech.
I could drown in all of the maybes and what ifs.
I should have trusted my instinct. But now we get to wait...